- 12:43 Library called. I've got an interview on Monday. Please oh please let me get this job. #
Nothing much has changed since my last update, except I sold another article. Yayz. I'm working on some other stuff and hope to keep putting some stuff out there. I'm also gonna be participating in JulNoWriMo, which is just like NaNoWriMo, but in July. The more I write, the more I realize that it's all I want to do. I just want my own little house with a desk and my cat and no one would ever see me again. Lol.
I'm also looking for a "real" job. I've applied at Target, Best Buy, AMC, like a million other places. The library is looking for a library assistant/library clerk and I applied again. I'm really hoping they call me. I would just be shelving books, archiving references, that kind of thing. Minimal public contact in a pretty stress free environment. I'm really hoping I get it.
I need to move soon. I'm hoping to be able to get a place at the beginning of July. Just a little studio or one bedroom place.
Well, I'm dealing with a major brain fog at the moment, so I think I'm gonna go for now.
The semester is over. I ended up withdrawing late. I went into a depressive funk back in February and it just seemed like I couldn't get out. It got so bad that I couldn't go a day without crying. I went into a SI relapse and started burning again. I was taking muscle relaxers everyday to help me cope until
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benniboy237 took them away. I decided to go for help, and took a trip to Rosenblum's. They set me up to see a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, depression, and Borderline Personality Disorder. They made some lovely recommendations for me, since I think in order to get treated there I would have had to walk in with a gun to my head, and I've followed them. So I'm seeing a doctor and counselor regularly, and I'm on some medication I can actually afford. It's working so far. I mean it's not like everything is coming up roses and life is great. Medication doesn't make a crappiness go away, it just makes it a little easier to manage the crappiness.So Dr. Worthen granted me a late withdrawal without penalty. Which is good, because I am in the process of trying to transfer into Regent's online program. I think I may do better there.
In some happier news, since I started on the meds, I've been writing a lot more. And today I actually found out that I sold an article on Helium Marketplace. I'm being paid $48, which is the most I've ever gotten for a single piece of writing. It's not much, but it gives me a shred of hope that I may be able to actually do this for a living one day. Like when people ask me what I do, I'm one step closer to being able to say "I'm a freelance writer" instead of "I'm unemployed."
I'm working on reuniting with some old friends too. Tomorrow night I'm having dinner with Ben O. and Taylor and hoping to get to hang out with
eyesofshinigami , jimmercubed , and annafu soon. :PWell, it's getting late, and the wine is getting to my head. I'm heading to bed soon. More when I
- Mood:
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- 09:20 Meeting mom for bfast. Yay free foods and dollar gettins. #
- 09:22 Also, i have decided to start my own website centered around my 30 yr old slackerness. Any ideas for a name? #
- 11:02 @nibblet up for lit fest this year if we can get passes? We could probably crash lisa's dorm. #
- 12:18 @nibblett check out associated content. they pay for articles. it's not major bank but you get a sign up bonus tinyurl.com/c68wow #
- 12:19 i has mayan mocha yum #
- 13:51 18 more days until script frenzy...huzzah #
- 14:56 Cleaned and vacuumed my laptop so my keys don't stick anymore. Oh what an exciting life i lead. #
- 15:50 May be adopting a chihuahua named Rico. Squee! Tonks is gonna be pissed. #
- 16:29 Just realized i've totally forgotten to take my meds for the past two days at least. FAIL. #
- 13:53 I'm totally missing my bio midterm and taking the makeup cuz i haven't had time to study. I fail at life. #
- 14:36 The bad thing about only having two classes is when you skip one, you totally don't want to go to the other. #
- 14:40 @mcdaigle i have yet to meet anyone who enjoys it. #
- 18:00 Roomie's boyfriend is coming over and cooking us mexican foods. Huzzah free yummy dinners. #
- 06:37 Up early. Slept pretty decent last night for only getting 4 hours. #
- 07:35 Now that I've successfully woken b4 6:30 am, I have no idea what to do with myself, which makes it very tempting to go back to bed. #
- 08:26 writing an article on the origins of st. patty's day. Totally has me wanting to go to a parade this weekend. Anyone up for it? #
- 08:30 @sqrnx0509 why sad? #
- 09:51 The Origins of St. Patrick's Day is.gd/mSUV #
- 10:03 To all my S3 peeps, unless something catastrophic happens bt now and 5, i should be there. #
- 12:21 Sleepy Sleepy. Taking a nap, then up at 2 to finish homeworks and laundry b4 S3 tonight. Yays. #
- 16:30 @rackfocus85 I totally woke up this morning to the roomie's cat headbutting me at 6:30 in the am. Like full force headbutting. #
- 20:07 Totally had a blast tonight with the s3 crew, even without the movie. I miss your face @rackfocus85. #
- 20:21 Five articles to write tonight, four of which are about golf. #
- 21:59 Tonks just killed and ate a bug that landed on me. Ew. #
- 22:15 I hate writing about sports. #
- 13:39 Drugging myself not a great idea. Must remember i don't have the same tolerance I used to. #
- 13:39 Need to clean and write and don't feel like it. Just want to sleep. Ugh. #
- 13:53 Actually, going to class would probably be a good idea, but i can't wrap my head around it. #
- 18:58 Feeling dizzy again. Hoping it's not another virus. Argh. #
- 02:07 Cheyenne brought home merlot. #
- 04:34 How to Grow Begonias is.gd/muRb #
- 04:38 Differences Between Déjà Vu and Dreams is.gd/muSl #
- 13:16 Damn daylight savings time. I can never adjust in the spring. #
- 13:18 Freelance writing work FTW! Nothing like getting paid while in your pjs. #
- 15:27 I love the fact that everytime I go out to eat I can get at least 3 meals out of it. Yay not having to cook. #
- 20:22 i will go to bed early tonight even if i have to drug myself. #
- 18:51 Super long weekend. Super tired. Good times though. #
- 18:52 House to myself. Happy dance. Got my yarn and crochet and knitting needles. Time to pick a project. #
- 20:14 Cheap Walmart crochet needle is bending on me. #
- 09:51 Ugh. So tired. On my way to mississippi. #
- 09:55 Was woken up in the middle of the night to hunt down teenage runaway. #
- 10:48 I never mind haters, i'm just doing my thang. #
- 11:23 Six Tips for Staying Healthy Without Health Insurance is.gd/legP #
- 11:13 Totally staying in bed sick today. Don't know how that's any different from the past 3 days but what the hell. #
- 11:15 Just realized i should totally at least run to campus to check my mail so i can see if my last w-2 is in. I'll wait till tonight. #
- 13:27 Watching Brian Williams chat with Jon Stewart on the Daily Show. I think I may have a crush. <3 #
- 13:32 Now it's Colbert talking about congress using twitter. Tee hee. #
- 11:54 I kind of hate my life right now. #
- 16:24 Just can't seem to get back into the swing of things after being sick. #
- 07:40 Slept for 12 hours last night. I just need to face it. I'm too old for all nighters. #
- 04:53 Sweating my ass off. Fuck this shit! #
- 10:03 Follow up appointment with the hospital today. #
- 10:06 I predict a diagnosis of sinusitus and a prescription for antibiotics. #
- 10:54 I just realized exactly how much school work i have and i kind of want to kill myself. #
- 16:04 My appt was for 2. It is now 4 and still no doc. Kinda pissed. #
- 10:16 Lost two pounds during my fever induced appetite loss yesterday. #
- 10:16 I wonder what today will bring. #
- 16:53 Running a low fever and a little dizzy but feeling better. Still can't bring myself to do anything that requires actual concentration. #
- 20:41 Making cupcakes. I do believe Aunt Flo is on the way. #
- 08:39 Congested and coughing again this morning. Ugh. Die, mystery illness, die. #
- 09:31 Gained almost a pound since i started on the steroid. WTF? Can't wait till i can start working out again. May try to do a little yoga today. #
- 10:49 @nibblett i know that bug well #
- 12:06 @nibblett Have you made a bigger mess yet? Cuz that's always what happens to me. #
- 12:56 Watching Veggietales curled up in bed. #
- 12:56 Apparently my one pound gain is not enough to deter my cravings for a cheeseburger and fries. #
- 17:14 I hate being sick and depressed. :( #
